Lucky

Do you ever have those moments/days/weeks where you are just feeling so down?? Like you can't get anything done, can't keep up with all that you have to do and that you're not being the person you think you should be?

I was having one of those weeks a few weeks ago and just started feeling so horrible about myself. I was questioning my ability to be a good mother (because Bailey threw a few tantrums), finding myself lacking as a wife (because I was struggling with keeping the house clean and healthy meals prepared), and with just with being myself (because I was tired but feeling guilty about allowing myself to veg out on the couch). I began to count all of the things I wasn't getting done perfectly ~ you know the daily tasks: working a stressful job, being a wife and mother, keeping our house clean, keeping Bailey happy, making sure I was making homemade meals ~ and I stopped thinking about the good things in my life and how blessed I am.

I even had a post written about what was going on {which might get posted at some point} but then a good talk with my Mom {doesn't that always help!} and a sweet surprise text from a dear friend {thank you Amy!} made me take a look at myself and realize that not every moment has to be pinterest perfect.

It's okay to stay in your pj's once in awhile, it's ok to let your child watch Yo Gabba Gabba multiple times a day, and it's definitely ok to order pizza for dinner.

And it's ok to ask for help when you need a break.

I am not one who often asks for help. I like to be strong and get things done on my own and yes, sometimes keep up appearances that everything is great, when in reality I'm feeling bogged down. I have a hard time letting go of past hurts and when I'm feeling overwhelmed, those hurts tend to creep up and settle in my mind.

Earlier this week I saw this on Pinterest:

And I realized that it is true. I need to remember how blessed I am, and to allow myself to relax. To not see the dust and dirt and laundry piled up; but to see my happy daughter, the gorgeous home we have, and see the love shared between my family. 

It's ok to feel overwhelmed and tired, as long as you are still able to count your blessings, you'll be alright!

So, when you're feeling down, or overwhelmed; just read a little Dr. Seuss, take a deep breath, and find something to smile about {and yes, sit down and take a load off for a few minutes...you deserve it!}